time for a change…
seriously, i’ve gotta get my act together. i have to straighten up. im so sick of smoking, like i really am, who ever thought Paige Thompson would be sayin’ that huh? i can’t even get high anymore, it amazes me. i’m tired of it anyways. i just need to get my life together. if i didn’t smoke i’d be rich as fuck. i have a job and i always blow my cash money on gas and weed. now that i dont have a car i can just work more and save up all my money, then i’ll eventually start getting out and doing stuff again. SMOKING MARIJUANA IS A WASTE. i’m gonna fall off the earth again.. i feel it. i’m just going to chill with anthony only.. like i use to.. when shit was good. me and him have been doing so good here lately. i love him so much. i dont have anyone to talk to about stuff other than anthony and its kinda hard. i dont like anyone but him anymore. i wish we could just get married. lol! im so upset i dont have a car right now. FUCK LIABILITY INSURANCE. all things happen for a reason. i guess….. ? way to think positive paige * i was never home, now im stuck. REALITY CHECK. :(((( im so angry. my knee hurts so bad, too. gah im such a baby. oh and i need a new j.o.b. im getttttttting NOOOOOOOOOOOOO hrs at work. such a fucking SUPER SONIC DAY (NOT) i could write a book right now. i need to clean my room and i dont even want to. TODAY is my last day smoking. it has to be. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeed. today is the day i grow uppp
